Okay, good fucking god today has been shit. Last night I tried to take my online test, but my motherboard decided to black out both my monitors again. I tried to wake up early today to clean up my room and vacuum, but no dad slept until 3 pm so I couldn’t vacuum.

When he did wake up, had to go help him with some rusty car thing.

Now, he’s blaming me for “spending so much of HIS money on computer stuff”. Fucking asshole. I’m out of this hellhole asap. He is the epitome of a anal-retentive asshole, and any and every other word or slang or saying that has to do with ass. Blames me for “where did you get that money for a sparkly blue fan? Where you get that money for the computer (motherboard)? Where you get money for that headset? Where you get money for them speakers?” God fucking damn.

I take the headphones off ’cause I’m talking to the fucking guild (guild wars) and his bitch ass self comes in cussing and embarrassing me in front of the guildmaster, and I’m not even official in the guild yet. He then leaves, and I turn on some music. Fuck, can’t do that either, someone else is asleep. Fucking A, people are ALWAYS ASLEEP AROUND HERE. I gotta get out, I gotta get out before I fucking kill someone.

Okay. Now about the “money and where it’s coming from”. Headset. $3. Fan. $4, months ago, eric saw. MB w/processor: $100. Money came from selling stuff off my diablo account and my old textbooks. PSU: $10. GFX Card: $37, bargain. Came from selling my RAM and some other computer parts I bought as upgrades from my last computer. So, yeah. That’s legit. I paid for it with my money.

But no, dad says, just because he paid for my college, that EVERYTHING I BUY IS WITH HIS MONEY, SINCE I DON’T HAVE A JOB. I’m here, sacrificing everything I own (which was all bought with money from my last job), and he’s saying I don’t have money to be spending. I hate him. He is an old meizer who needs to either die or quit fucking probing and sticking his head up his ass. Sure, yeah, I might be able to get my homework done in 60x the time on my old computer as this one, but yeah, my old computer was also responsible for 2 previous failing grades. I’ve been doing great with my new computer, or better than I was before with the POS.

But no, I shouldn’t have bought it, and where am I getting the money.

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FUCK!!!

If it weren’t for this invaluable semester of credits, I’d be getting the hell out of here. Hell, taking some shit job in Georgia just to live with Eric and Robin would beat the fuck out of this. FUCK THIS SHIT. I love my mom and (not so much dad) to death, but sometimes they are so fucking annoying.

To them, sorry I’ll warn you next time I try to have a life. I’ll let you know next time I try to spend some of YOUR… MY PRECIOUS MONEY. God damn I think I know a little about computers and the market to know a good deal, and fuck I’ve made over $1,000 on ebay and elsewhere online selling stuff in the past year. And yeah I kept that a secret from you because you’d bitch and whine all the more, and accuse me of stealing or embezzling or whatever the fuck your shit mind thinks up about me.

-End Rant, a very very very ticked of…

CJ